shut.yr.eyes.n.imagine.nothing's.changed

Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty and
Everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
>From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doin'
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far
(Chorus)
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
Everyone is changing
There's no one left that's real
So make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
And you could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doin'
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
(Chorus)
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Oh, nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you where to run away
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you where to run away
.
Just don't change at all. i really can't quite take changes.
.

cruise with me on my flying jet..

disappearing tastebuds?
decreasing flickerings?
increasing ringing alarms that refuses to go off.
ahh, go away!

life is both a major and a minor key

nothing too critical circling in my mind currently.
just some random thoughts here and there.


on R's lappy now since he's @ his stuffs, i'm taking the chance to do some virtual talking.
so let's see. i'm taking it fair and holding everything down pretty.
few concerns i'm trying to shrug off my shoulders though.
First up, i've got school coming right up in the coming month and i've a feeling its gonna rock mah socks off for sure.
see, there's school, work, babe, family and friendly friends to fulfil the really empty nodes in my everydays.
Sometimes it amuses me how some dudes can carefully juggle the cruel pieces of life together and not falter at all.


then there's always the struggling home issue that i'm trying hard to paddle ahead and keep afloat.
its probably the hardest stone to unturn cos it seems like a never-ending vicious cycle, how i'm always the 12 yrs old with the folks.


and of course there's you. and how i wish sitting by a corner watching the rain drops fall with a cup of good coffee in our hands isn't all that hard to fulfil. of how happy it'll be to just open my eyes each day to see that familiar smile right beside me. ahh, tests after tests, mountains over hills, tell me there'll always be rainbow after a hardcore rain?


then again, there is no reason to feel sad at all..
i'm gonna be optimistic and count my blessings instead..
the big man must be thinking i'm strong enough to with-hold everything nicely, that's why i'm given 10 fingers instead of 8 to accomplish all tasks at hand without failing any. I have a notorious temper because life wants me to appreciate the good temper inborne in others. I have a typically-caring family who wants to know about everything i do because life wants me to know freedom doesn't come easy at all. See, there's so many things to gain out of nothing, life really ain't all that dangerous eh?

e.g.o

today, an unsinkable came forthright
the unspoken of it disguised as a twist of knife
that guileless rapid became unambiguous
the line of thoughts that follow runs deep


i really never liked track backs.

piled on the top of my to-watch list! Finally! k and s is gonna collaborate once more! 

songs about you

::hail to world cup::
(so slam me but i still have to say this,i hate brazil! imo, they're just so over-rated!)


Life:
last week was hell wicked.
managed a wholesome hunky-dory 4 days with k (i so miss it, now that i come to think about it)
he was great as ever, proving to me once again you do need love to light the shadows on your face.


So this week drove by with my usual nonchalant attitude at work which danced drastically to another tune once the clock hits 1730 hrs every single day.


Thoughts:
Sometimes i wished i didn't think too much, wished my mind wouldn'nt overload itself with all the yackety-yak that went on throughout the week.
I'm sorta learning too, to rid me of those undesirable parts of me. ahh, mind over matters m used to say.
more like learn from experience i say. the more dramatic the experience, the greater is the force to compel me to change.
just look at jean grey, she died cos of phoenix!


End:
I wanna watch scary movie 4 this week, still learn to rid me undesirables, sleep 'nough, smile 'nough, bonus will be when k do well for his paper!

13 Jun - random day out with him always starts with a capital F. F-U-N! 

look how the sun shines on your face!

-alil update-


days been really good, even the clouds form into a smile whenever we walk by. .


it feels as if... nothing else really bothers as long as the two birds chirp together. .